Skipped a beat

28/10/2014

When I got back from campus, 1st thing I saw was my dad's-hand-my-bro-down's Proton Wira car and 2 cars(in a way it's my mom's and my 2nd bro's) that suppose to be at home was all gone. 

When I was about to open my house gate, suddenly I saw my dad's car. But it was not my dad. It was lai souk(the youngest brother of my father, direct translate from Cantonese is 'last uncle'). Then he passed me my dad's car key and told me that mom was in the hospital. 

My gosh... That time... I saw really really scared and worried. Cause at that moment 1st thought that came through my head was 'please be okay', 'hope that nothing bad happen', 'did I stress her too much?'. Many many thoughts pass through my mind. 

After I parked my car inside the house, I called my mom. Then she told me that she felt her muscle tensed up until it was a bit difficult to breath. So dad brought her to hospital to check in her. Then another rush of thoughts rush through,'omg... Yesterday I just only gave her a shoulder message her', 'did that made her worst?'

Then dad called me to prepare for dinner and some other stuff... Like cook rice, heat up soup and keep back the defrosted chicken back to the fridge. He even asked me to repeat it again like I don't understand from the 1st time. 

Anyway, when they got back, I'm really reliefed cause she's alright. The doctor said she's fine. It just that my father got worried and just bring her to hospital. Typically for my dad, always worried on many things. Can't claim him..

After the hospital visits, he treat her like glass. Like she could break anytime. And always try to keep an careful on her.

These few days, she been feeling not so great, like she thought she gotten weak suddenly, easily dizzy and stuff. Even myself also worry for her. I just hope that she alright and healthy always.  

Peace out (Y)

Pre prom prep :)

Hey hey hey!!!

Yes!! This year I'll be going for SAC's A Dance to Remember

So yes... I did not planned to buy another dress, since I already bought one for a form 5 prom. I admit, I actually like that gown :) 

At first I kinda already planned that I asked my sis in law to help me to do makeup and maybe my hair if she wants to. Then later, WeiLin lastly asked me whether wanted Shane to help us to makeup and set up hair. So a bit of peer pressure I inserted to myself, I said, yeah, I'll join them. 

While the gang (my CAT/ACCA gang or more like coursemates that were the longest so far) were discussing where and when to do the prep, I found it was too early for me and I scared by the makeup will ruin by the time to the actual time. So I drop myself out, kinda anyway. 

And end up, I did ask Pearl to help me out. So today, we actually went to her makeup class to practise. I say, it's another experience to have. Environment obviously different from I prep in salon or someone expert? But at least I feel comfortable with Pearl jie, she also can practise her skills too. I don't mind. I just hope that I was a good model for her to practice on since I actually got dandruff problems and chubby to makeup on. 

She even lend me her iPad to keep my company. Felt like princess for a moment xD 

Normally wen I let other people do hair or makeup on me, I either don't dare to look at that her person or don't talk at all. But when Pearl jie doing on me, I can comment something, be myself and relax, easily make small conversation, ask her what some other comestics function. And sometimes her sifu also will check on how she was doing. Sometimes I also felt bad not giving her opinion or talk more. Mostly I thought she did great. 

My suggestions on what type of hair I want

End up, I choose kinda the side ones as a idea. I like this type from the hairstyle from the church wedding in Kuching that someone else did for me

The process ~~~

Before 

After

Added eye lashes

After + eye lashes

Even back home, after taking off all the pins hair still look awesome with the style and the way it stayed

Peace out (Y)

F5 PT2

Last Saturday night(27.09.2014), ah Tat gor gor bring mommy and me to KL. I was excited xD

He wanted to go KL to buy something for his camera stuff. So, for mommy and me, will be doing nothing if we follow him to settle his camera stuff. So he drop us at Sungai Wang. 

We walked around Sungai Wang for few rounds since we don't really know what to shop.

To be honest, I dont have jeans to wear, most of them had been worn out and not comfortable, so I manage to buy one jeans at one of the shop. 

We tried to find iPhone 4 cover. More like those got a flip to cover the phone. We walked almost the whole shopping mall, either it was too expensive or it do not have. 

Lastly, we bought some hair clip for mom and refill loom bands for myself in those accessory shop. 

When it's almost time for dinner time. Ah Tat gor went and bought luggage at Isetan, Lot 10 for Pearl jie, cause they going London soon to visit. Then meet up with ah Teng gor at Lot 10 also. 

Then we walked to Starhill Gallery. Jogoya Buffet Restaurant was the place we are our dinner. Man... The place the expensive.... I mean as in for me. Kinda surprise of the price. But seriously, the food there serve there were also out of my expectation. There was too many things to choose from. And of cause , you have to choose those nice ones. 

Food are good. Seafood are good. ICE CREAM!!! Super good!! Since I don't offen eat Haagen Dazs ice cream. Cookies, awesome. Yeah, almost everything was awesome. Dang it, I forgot to take pictures of the restaurant before I left. 

29.09.14

Today got back my F5 PT2 results. 47!! Dang!!! I know I shouldn't be proud of it. I admit big part of me is super relieved that so damn close to pass. Means, I got hope to pass it, if I work harder enough xD

Peace out (y)

:/

I thought I felt better, since yesterday from the jealousy thingy or something. I even attempt to find buddy to go lunch with. 

Until the night, when I ask for a bit of help for some homework, so I Whatsapp one of my close coursemates which also took this same paper. All she gave was quite short reply and ask me that didn't I read the question that in class did. I read quite few times, I still lost in the question... That's why I ask her. 

After seeing this kind of reply... I said, 'never mind la, I'll figure out myself'. In the end of the day(most of the night) I'm still stuck at that question and no moving forward. Cause I'm still stuck there 

Peace out (y)

Progress test 2 sem 2

Yeah.... Since the last post... I really sounded emo. When I woke up this morning, I'm super glad that the anger from yesterday is gone, most of it. At least, now that I could say, I'm a bit of relief and life's goes on, and feeling many things still need to be done. 

This semester, I currently taking F4, F5 and F9. F5? Thought I only took 2 papers. End up, I actually failed my F5 finals last sem and scored quite low(30). And I took back classes for that paper. So my timetable is back to full pack. Most days having 2 classes, so most of the time like from 8am to 5.30pm, I'll be in campus. 

So yeah... So progress test, I took all 3 papers. Today, I just got my F4 PT2 results. I super upset!!! Now I'm just afraid to see Mr. Teo(sunway tes founder). Last sem, I've seen him, call out from class. That's why I don't like the feeling. Anyway!!! Back to results, this times it's worst than my PT1(40). PT2(28)!! 

I'm so in a danger zone. 

Even the last few days ago, I received in the mail for the notice of Parents and lecturer day. Is something like open day. But this is like for Sunway TES students. Last sem, I hide the letter. Even I hide them, she knew from my CAT graduation. Cause it's like the day after is the day. 

Then few days later that day, that's when my mom have appointment from mr. T's sec. And that day wen she meet up with him, he kinda told her why she didn't went for the parents lecturer day. 

So that's why now, when I received this letter, I hide again. But now there's no point, cause she received it via sms. Wasted my effort. Dang... 

I don't want to her to go again!! Knowing I thought I could do better than sem 1. After I got my results today, (like the an hour ago, when I type this,) I don't think I could not go. Cause she herself felt embarrassed that she been called again, if that happens :/

Why I don't study properly??? I keep telling things like this, but I won't do it. Once again, now I'm saying to myself. I MUST CHANGE!!! 

Peace out (y)

Jealously kills!!!

We human beings have feelings and most of them love to be around people. Even those who are quiet or shy. Just be around people feel nicer then being alone. Sometimes, being awkward is better than being nothing. 

I don't know... Is just.... Haiz... I shouldn't be feeling this, but.... 

Maybe don't have much friends, got a small group of friends, not much close friends. Some of those friends used to be super close, but time pass, those friends got out of touch, even not out of touch, they'll get awkward, somehow. In the end, kinda feel, friends getting lesser and lesser. 

Gosh... I'm getting to sound like desperate for friends. Yes... I admit, I'm desperate, thou some people around me are desperate of their other half. 

Why I'm getting to work up on this? Why I woke up in the morning, scroll down Instagram show some couple of pictures for my close close friends hang out together. Being out for some time... Whenever I saw those pictures, felt sad. I shouldn't be upset, cause they are my friends. They have their own gang. Is not like I do not know everyone, I knew most of them, most of them are pretty close. Like now, most I think I'm not one of them. But in a way, I'm not one of them :/ 

the idea of being left out, hurts....

~~~notrelated~~~

After I saw those pics, kinda upset, while driving to campus, coincidently the 1st song was playing "Try again, Smile again" by CN Blue. It cheered me up, but not quite. During lunch, it gotten worst again, cause of the same reason. Not directly, but knowing try hang out, but didn't told me and ask me stuff like they don't know, when I got a feeling they know. On the way back, listened to "Man in Mirror" also by CN Blue, somehow, it sing about friends, like my car, knows was I'm feeling??

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Sometimes, I even blame myself, why I dot work hard enough, then I might be the same group as other people. If I have study hard enough, then my parents would let me hang out with my friends without hesitantly. If I have been study hard enough, my parents won't keep grounded me to go out with them. If I study hard enough, I would make some white lie for not hanging out, but most of them are true and some other factor. 

Sometimes, when I got the chance to finally to talk to them, but there's sure got one person or thing are distracted and stories are not fully told. 

When in groups are chatting away, I tried to join the conversation, but can't, cause don't know the references at lot. The references I knew, they don't know. Always have a conversation gap everywhere. Majority wins. 

Sometimes, I really like to listen to their stories from the people themselves, but not from third person. In a way, feel like stalking them in insta or fb. In other word, I know they stories one way, and not two ways like talking the the actual person. 

Some people keep saying, leave your comfort zone!! Leave this, leave that. I know I make excuse for myself. But is not easy to do, like been said. What pissed me most when the person told me this, while the person also for didn't leave their comfort zone. 

Haiz... Just feel like blah out some problems in my mind. Take some times to rethink. Maybe in later days, have another of perspective of thinking and what I think might. Maybe I'll change the way I talk to people. I MUST CHANGE!! At least. See how it goes :/

Peace out (Y)

Long lost lost day

Today, yet again is progress test 1 of F4. Yes.... I've drop F4 last sem and last sem I only take 2 subject which was F5 and F6. Last Friday results also out.... *drum roll!!! Thud thud thud!!!* I only pass 1 subject, which was F6 and yes.... I failed F5. Now I'm still thinking whether I should take F5, since I only taking 2 subject also(F4 and F9)

Anyway!!! Today's PT was not going well. This time the exam structure had change. The old exam structure was 3 hours. Now is only 2 hours. Anyway, the last 45 minutes, I'm having stomach cramp, a bit of running nose and last of all I needed to go pee, badly. Stomach cramp have the bear it, no choice. Running nose, I sneaky tried to wipe off from my jacket sleeve(I know... Is gross, I can't help it!!!) and pee!!! Gosh... I really wanted to run out of the hall to the nearest toilet. But at the same time, I left not much subjective questions, since most of it, I don't really know what to write. So I end up left the hall early 15 minutes. 

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Before PT, I actually drop my mom at Hospital University Malaya(UH) for her blood test appointment. And we also planned that after my PT, I come and pick her up to eat lunch together.

But after I left the hall, was 10.45am, it was early. So I wait for awhile in my car at the carpark in Pyramid until around 11am-ish, I'll call her to inform her I'm coming. While waiting, I play phone games. When is time to call, I can't seems to call her. It keep saying she was out of reach. 

I started getting panicked and keep calling, hope that she will pick up. But no luck. 

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From sunway to back my home, I need to cross 2 fly over bridge. But I need to go UH, I suddenly forget which bridge to take to go Federal Highway, and took the 1st bridge. End up, that road is lead to Old Klang Road. Luckily I managed to find my way out back to LDP highway. It lunch time, so it traffic was slow... 

While trying to drive through the 2nd bridge to Federal highway, I forgot to see the traffic lights and it changed from yellow to red, so I stop quickly, but the car behind me was pissed at me. Cause I think I stop suddenly. That time I was scared a bit, since he horned me too

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Reached UH, and I already called my mom for like a zillion times, and still, no luck. I started to get more worried, I still keep calling and I driving going around UH about 4 times. Parked near restaurants and still keep calling. Dunno why I started crying, and keep praying that my mom would answer my call, texted her too and couldn't get through. Ask Pearl jie for help to call her too. 

That time I felt super lost. Like I don't know WTH I'm suppose to do?? Many thought went through my mind, should I park in UH and run around looking for her? or maybe she already got tired waiting for me and took back home without telling me? She got kidnapped? 

After a hour and a half later, Pearl called me to reassure and help me call and finally my mom texted me back. A rush of relief come through me. Almost had accident while my parking space, I blame the driver cause how could he drive so fast in a narrow lane? 

Anyway, I finally picked her up. Then she realized that she been waiting in a lounge that phone connection choukent get through. That's why I can't seems to contact her and she can't contact me. 

In the end, I'm just glad I finally see her again and see her that she's safe, I'm happy :)

Frustrated

Lol.... I actually have a list of post thy I want to post. Cause of time, I'm busy or distracted by social medias and show, until this blog is neglected. Moreover, my second ACCA semester have starts. And I'm not prove of it. I'm now taking F4 and F9. And both in different groups.

I'm feel like writing this cause I feel like my courseware treat me differently towards me. Cause the group that I'm with are still together. I'm only one class same with them. 

Today is kinda the 1st week of class. Could feel the distance between the group and me. They got more things to talk about. Whenever I tried to join in (mostly can't, since I dit really know what they are talking about.) most of the time is like a silence or short response. 

Now I should be attending and listening to the class if HE (hubungan etnik), some government compulsory subject. 

Never mind. Cut the long story short since even myself don't really know what I'm talking about. 

The whole point is I don't like to feel left out. But most of the time, I can help it and it just happen like that. And that make me hate myself for that that why am I kind of anti social. 

Shogun + Maleficent

Teng gor took off today just to eat Shogun with mom and me, since we don't offen eat together for lunch and we(bro and me) have Shogun's bcard, that offered 50% off. End up we all have 50% discount (mom senior citizen)

1 Utama Shogun is better than Pyramid, in my opinion. Cause food are somehow is nicer. Maybe other think otherwise.

I are too full and we actually planned that we eat for lunch and dinner. But to me, that was my breakfast lunch and dinner!! Cause I woke up late. Haha, almost 10.30am. 

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After lunch we watched Maleficent *spoiler alert*

I was actually quite curious how is Angelina Jolie gonna pull off Maleficent, since in the Disney cartoon version, Sleeping Beauty, she was pretty evil and to be honest, I didn't really quite enjoy the cartoon.

After watching the movie, I REALLY love this version of Sleeping Beauty. This movie makes sense that why Maleficent attack, then the cartoon. Like why get upset just because didn't get invited to the daughter's birth celebration. 

When Auraro was in deep sleep and Prince Phillip not successful broken the spell with the true love's kiss, I thought Diaval was gonna try to kiss her, since he actually quite hot there *innocent big smile*. If I'm Aurora, I might choose him. 

Then later on, Maleficent walk towards the bed and cry her regrets out, I was like, "wait... It is gonna be like Frozen??" Frozen is like sister's true love. But this is more motherly true love. Then Maleficent kissed her forehead, then, *ting ting ting!!* she woken up from her deep sleep. 

I really like the magical creature in it too. After watching many times of Lord of the Rings, I actually like the magical creature, eventhou is just a tree looking guy. But a lot of the magical creatures inside looked quite cute, even is chubbies ones. I wish I could go there to hug and squeeze them hard ;)

We are cool like that :)

Last paper for this sem

Hahaha.... Heeheehee.. Yes... I finish my F6 paper yesterday, actually. Yesterday was too tired to post and watching running man until 1ish. 

After finish the paper, I felt kinda happier than when I finish F5. Cause I manage to attempt most part. But of cause I can't guarantee myself that I could pass or not. Since the night before I really slack very bad. And yes... I watched 1N2D, that's why. That's why I was pissed at myself at the last post. 

Before the exam, I actually planned to stay in my car until it was time to go. But people been walking passed my car a few times already. I start thinking weird thoughts, like why she stay in the car study? Something like that. 

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The day when I took F5 paper, I also at first stayed in the car until 1.45pm then only start walk to campus then to library. And I expected. Every where is crowded with students. I actually didn't plan to study in library, since I got the expectation that it will be full and I lazy to walk up 3 floors. By luck that time I found a table. 

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This time, I walk 3 rounds around the library, both floors!!! Damn... But finally, I managed to fun. So no complain after that. 

The paper was kinda, or I hope that, half half know how to do. I hope this time I could pass. When the paper end, I went back kinda light hearted :)

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When I was kinda on the way out of the parking lot and I was kinda on the turning to a sloop to upper floor(cause exit is the next floor), I got a call from WL. She asked me about having dinner at Pyramid. 

My first thought was why didn't invite me earlier, then I got time to prepare myself, like have enough cash(that time I only left like less than RM10) and won't be on the way out to go home!!

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Anyway, I turned down the late invitation. And I also told my mom to just cooked. Since I still feel guilty about all the time before the exams. So I don't want and expensive food, case they will make me feel super guilty.

But at the same time, I had in mind to eat A&W ice cream waffles, since it had been long time I haven't eaten them. So my bro and mom were up to it. And we went for supper. 

By the time we got to A&W, the parking lot was FULL and the line was LONG. So we chance plan and I was disappointed. Since I feel like eating something hot, cold and sweet at the same time. 

But bro said go some where near Damansara got pork burger. So I said why not, since we were out already. On the way, we passed by a newly renovated shopping mall, Jaya. It is next to Digital Mall and opposite Jaya 33. When I was young, my family used to go there offen. 

Yet again, we chance the plan to see the shopping mall and see anything to eat for supper, if not we'll have plan B, which was McDonalds. 

Anyway, the shopping mall was half open. I was half disappointed. Cause not much restaurant open yet. My bro so excited when he found out that Texas Chicken is gonna open there and I found Gong Cha. 

Then I was like, let's have Gong Cha, since I keep hearing good things about them and I love winter melon drinks. We also came across a bakering shop that sells some of buns for RM1.50. And I choose Portugese bread.

Then we ordered Signature Winter Melon milk tea(mine), Signature Green Tea milk tea(mom) and Basil Seeds Winter Melon /w Lemon. I actually wanted to try both of the winter melon. Haha!!!!!

Then we enjoy the drink and the food there. I love the winter melon and basil seeds, it gives a refreshing feeling. The signature winter melon, at first it was nice, slowly until the end, the foam milk or butter, whatever you might called it, then I didn't quite liked it. End up I keep stealing my bro's drink. Hahahahah!!!

At the end of the day, I didn't get disappointed with food and watched one episode of Running Man. ;) 

Why I never learn?

I have no idea why. I know exactly if I don't revise ASAP, I will fail the coming F6 paper. 

Damn.... I really hate myself on this. I keep looking at my phone. Like my body got two side, one say "come, come, let's watch some video", cause don't feel like studying (damn, I'm such a dumbass)

Another say, "girl!!! Gonna study, if not you gonna fail again!!!"

Yet again, my bad side won. Now I regret. But can't cry over spoil milk. I already didn't do well in all progress test and mock exam. Until I have to see the boss. 

And I'm suppose to sleep now, but too mad at myself and nervous for tomorrow's paper which I'm not prepared, again. Argh!!!!! Why can't I just stop doing reckless stuff???

My 1st acca paper

Look at my face!!! It doesn't good news. I think I'm gonna fail F5. I can't do the paper!! Out of 5 questions, I only know how to do 1. 1!!! F***ing ONE!!! I'm so disappointed at myself. 

Damn... My mom also quite. Nope. Very disappointed in me too. Argh.... I very scared if everyone pass and except me didn't pass. So embarrassing. This is the payment of not studying when I should be studying. 😭😭😭😭😭

Another hair post

Today. I finally woke up as early as I can. I set my alarm from 5.30am and every 20 minutes interval. End up I woke up at 6.30am. And try to attempt to study. 

Anyway, again, my fringe is bothering. The night before, I saw Minzy's, from 2ne1, Instagram and it some how inspire me to change a bit of the plait I kept tying myself. Since my mom asking me why I can plait for inside instead of so near to the outside. 

So I try to attempt to plai. My first time. So I couldn't say it's pretty, but is serve the purpose, which is keep to from my face, at the moment. And I know is nothing like Minzy's :/

Erm... Is still look kinda messy. But somehow I like this type better than the last few days I did. When my mom woke up, then I ask her how was it. Then she say this one look not so obvious, cause it blend in. And!! She told me the previous ones remind her of the olden days in Manchuria. I was like, "WTH?!?!"

Practise makes perfect ;)

Happy Birthday mommy!! ❤️❤️

Haha. At the same day, my mom also do dumpling cause 端午节 is coming. 

In the morning, my bro came back from Beijing visit us with Pearl. So I suppose to study but I can't seems to concentrate. Bad habit. 

My bro brought work here to do, so he also could spend time with my mom. At the same time, Pearl helped my mom on wrapping the dumpling. Mom already prepared the ingredients yesterday and a bit more this morning. 

Afternoon... It went pass so fast!! I hardly study for finals for next 2 days. Haiz.... Now I damn panic now. At 5pm, I went took a nap, I set alarm 5.30pm. End up, yes, I set off the alarm and continue nap. Then 7pm something I only finish woke up. 

For dinner, at first Tat gor gor said wanna eat out for dinner. Then later said didn't want to eat cause he already ate 2 dumplings. Mom said, "okay la, we can eat dumplings."

Tat gor gor and Pearl jie jie secretly went out and bought a birthday cake. I got a feeling he was a bit guilty cause he missed Mother's Day. They came back, they bought cake from Berry's. And we actually celebrated early since Tat gor won't be around on mom's actual birthday. So it's technically early birthday. 

Then we sang and blew candles!! But before blowing, we saw make a wish. At that moment, a pang of guilt washed over me and I somehow got a feeling that she would wish for me to pass finals smoothly. 

It went well, we eat cake and dumpling for dinner. We had a nice time. 

Anyway, I love you very much, mommy!! Happy birthday!! May you be healthy and well :)

I should be preparing for finals

I should be preparing for finals. But I just wanna post this small piece of my mind

While studying, my fringe is kinda bothering me. So I just thought of just plait a small one. But it look very weird.

Then I remember during my secondary school times, my friend Elisha used to plait her fringe to the side. During that time, I kept trying, but failed cause I couldn't cordinate my hands/fingers to go which way. That time I gave up. 

So I gave it a tried. And I kinda managed. But since it is my first few times, it's messy if see from the back. 

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When I was young, my mom used to tied French plait. That time I hate it very much, cause after untying it, my hair will be very curly. That's why I don't like when my mom try to attempt or after she finish tying, I quickly untie done, so my hair don't look so curly. 

But when I tried yesterday on just my fringe and continue a bit from the side of my head. It didn't look bad. Is just that only imba

I wear this for the whole night until morning 2am. When I remove it, it didn't look curly. That's why I tried plait my hair again today XD

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Okay!!! I ciao now!!! Must study for finals!!! Wish me luck and try not to be distracted with YouTube, videos and other social media. What makes things worst that I just got interested in another idol and I can't stop thinking about him or find articles about him. Great.... Now I sound like a stalker. 

Okay I must go now before I drag more time. I only left 3 more days till finals. And I didn't prepare much. Bye!

Another celebrities crush dream

This week I am suppose to be studying for the acca finals. But instead I no idea why I kept thinking about Eun Ji Won after I watch some episode of 1N2D

When I woke up I realized that I actually dreamt about the whole cast of 1N2D season. Or I think

Here goes the dream, I think. Can't remember dream quite precise. 

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The dream that I started to remember is when I was in a concert. A small (I guess) Kpop outdoor concert. I was with my 2nd bro and my mom. Althought the concert got a few of my favourite artist, but I still had I great time there.

When I left the concert, it was still quite bright for a daylight. And the stage started to play the song Eun Ji Won's song, either Adios or Dangerous. I can't really remember. But I remember I left the concert quite happily cause 'knowing' he was around the same place as me when I left the area. 

When we were about to reach our car, the sky was already dark and streets lights were switched on. (Come to think of it, it's quite odd, but it's a dream!!! Anything weird can happen)

Anyway!! While we were on the way I saw Chriz Ooi from ECX(Malaysian dance crew), riding a bicycle on the opposite direction. Then I was "what?!?!"

Then we about to reach our car, again I saw Dennis Yin (again from ECX). But this time he was at a road side (opposite from our car) and talking to a older guy in Korean. And I was kinda feeling super odd, because of what I just saw while walking back. 

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Then suddenly I'm like in another dream, cause I don't know how the hell I got there. The situation of the dream is relay running game or something. Cause this part I'm quite confuse and the dream I remember is quite fuzzy. 

I think is the cast of 1N2D, since I only remember EJW. It's not like I'm there. Instead like I'm watching a show but in inside or is like I'm a ghost (like I can see them, but can't see me). 

The relay somehow others got to run, drive, or cycle or something like that. And EJW was driving a cool sport car. That's all I remember. 

This dream was hard to describe because I could hardly remember what's going on. But one thing for sure that when I woke up, I was pretty fangirl-ing big time. Even though is just a dream :)

F6 + Swimming

Nothing much to say about the class itself. Is just that got back my PT paper, and I failed. I need 5 more marks to pass =\ what luck I have

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this morning, I ransack my whole house, to find my new goggles that my mom bought for me last year. I called my mom when she went to work, she couldn't remember where she kept. That's why I ransacked and I was almost late for my class which was F6 class.

End up I took my pretty old goggles that somehow somewhere it got scratches badly. We bought new goggles cause, Tat gor took my mom's and my goggles and thought he would return it back, I guess... I won't get them back, that's why mom bought new ones.

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Anyway.... I love today's class break =)
SAC was having this charity food drive. They sell food and today's the last day and we(my girl gang in class) have 9 bucks worth of coupons. So we went to the booth and to see what we could buy *thumb's up*
The booth only leave some kiwi tarts, pizza, marshmallow chocolate dip, fishball(I think) and drinks.

My coursemates were in SAC, so they were there helping out to sell. I had (it's a past tense, but I still can dream about it) a crush there, and he was also there. When my coursemate was trying to sell out the food to us, somehow somewhere 'HE' asked me about whether the guy(my coursemate) were same school. Inside my head was like "woah, serious? He is talking to me?" *Fangirl-ing inside* , but he got it wrong, so I told he "Nope, he is just my classmates."

Haha, just this one statement made me cheerful for a moment. HE is a sem senior of me (I think the way I describe wrong, so excuse me). Anyway it's my 1st and gonna be the last time talking to him. so I actually planned to try not to bother about it since last year, what I see today, no doubt that's gonna happen.

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back to my swimming story.

After F6 class, I actually suppose to have F5 class. In normal Thursday, I have F6 class until 5.15pm. Today, it's until 3 and F5 starts at 3.15pm. So the thing was the class was cancelled. Lol... cause lecturer timetable and our timetable got clash. So yeah... we actually waited in class for like almost 45 minutes. But still....

And that's means I got more time to swimming!!!! Yeah baby!!!!

since we got like half an hour to spare, we planned to walk back to pyramid to put our stuff in the car. We, as in WeiLin and me. So our bags won't be heavy... I actually brought all my stuff to campus. Lol!!!

then we went Aeon to buy some snacks, so later we have energy to swim. Yay!!!

By the time we change and go in to the pool, it was 5pm. The pool is much much bigger than the Sunway Lagoon Club. Oh ya, before I forget, the place we were swimming is in Sunway Residents or something like that.

It had been almost 6 months that I haven't went for a swim.. how I missed it. When I was a kid, my mom always brings me every weekend when we had a chance to go swimming, and yes, it was in Sunway Lagoon Club, cause my awesome parents are members and still is. Is just that I'm over 18 years old, so I official couldnt use that facilities. Unless I pay to be member there.

But, pay to be in the swimming club is also not bad deal =) RM 8 for a month? Yup, good deal.

The pool was so wide. I at 1st was actually scared. But I need the exercise!! so I just swim on, even thou the end of the pool is deeper than I expected. When I swam on my 4th lap? If that considered a lap, whatever, I'll make it my lap. Most people that went to swim in the pool almost same time as us left pretty fast. I think I swim my 8th laps, I'm done. I actually want to continue, but at the same time, I also felt guilty, since WeiLin didn't follow to swim till the end, can't blame her, cause... nevermind. Not everyone is perfect. So I just leave this part of the story hanging.

When we got out of the pool, gosh... I felt I'm heavy and when I bath, I could feel my limbs is starting to feel like noodles. Damn, I'm weak.

Anyway, today got home early, thanks to the class that gor cancelled. If not I'm sure I be home pretty late. So I managed to cook cauliflower for dinner and heat up some leftover soup and chicken from yesterday's dinner.

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Holy cow... cause I cook rice before went to campus. By the time we ate our rice, it was very damn hard, cause it was dried up. So I did not like my dinner, except for the soup =)

and I really love today's swimming ♥♥♥♥♥

BAP - First Sensibility

Yes!! Actually BAP had released this album few weeks ago, now I only had the time to kinda post about it.

I felt odd that why a number as a song title.. Later on, I somehow thinking myself and only realised is a thousand and four in korean and is the same spelling as angel in korean. wow... creative ;)

This new album (I think), is to show all the BABYZ that they have these personality? Like emotional and stuff

Here's their new MV


As usual, I love the MV. And of cause I love YongGuk here =)
In the middle (3.00) I thought is YongGuk sings, but when I watch their live performance, I was so pumped to see 1st time that he sings, in the end it was HimChan. OMG!!! Himchan can imitate Yongguk voice (y) but I still love everyone.

In the beginning, JongUp and Zelo solo dance was so dope!!! then the rest in the MV, their emotion, gotta give credit to them =)


haha!!! I find this video pretty cute =)

Anyway!! back to the album. I think this album is their 1st full album. yay!!
What can I say?? I love the album and is hard to choose a favourite song, cause all the songs are have nice feelings. Pretty much everything are awesome!!

CN Blue - Can't Stop

OMG!!!! CN BLue is out with a new mini album!! I'm so pumped!! the MV too!!


YongHwa look awesome with the piano..

Today I also finish watching the Running Man with CN Blue. Gosh... Beginning Kwangsoo and JongKook keep interrupting when CN Blue singing their new song. I guess it can't be helped. I keep fangirl-ing when CN BLue appeared. I was so happy when CN Blue in the end.

Anyway, I just listen to their new mini album it was super nice!!! *sigh* YongHwa's voice!!
I really love their new album, it gives a different feeling from the other songs or album.

I think my favourite song in this album is 독한 사랑 (Cold Love)
 

The the whole album is awesome no doubt :)

Law ah law....

haiz... didn't do well with my progress test... as this is my 1st time having F5 writing paper... I got a miserable single digit marks and is almost to zero... I know I will no do well, since I'm not well doing in memorizing words...

now I have to force myself to memories some, at least it wasn't so bad... I'm just worried that I might be barred or I might need to drop this paper, So I'll be taking just 2 papers for this sem... Haiz... I also feel so bad... cause everyone around me is getting high marks..

I need to be more hard on myself

Anyway!!! Soon!! In March I'll be graduating CAT, cause there's a graduation.

Now all I could do is focus(if I will) on studies and hope all the best on myself.

OMG... this is a crap post...

bye!!