What for???

I can say today is not a great day and I consider myself is a bad day.

School was okay at first until accounts and during recess(cause I bit myself 4 times at my cheeks!!!). I admit I don't like test. Which teacher gave us a test. Just about the 1st chapter. She didn't tell us there's a test, if not I try to study so I can do well. almost half the paper I can't do, I just don't know what's the name for it, but I know the concept thingy.

So I told mutti about the test and she just scold me! WTH?? Then I try to talk to her in the calm tone, she still talk to me in the angry tone again. I got angry at her and straight take my stuff the throw them into the car.

And again.... On the way back, she gave me lecture. Say that I waste my time on watching television, I do things slow, didn't plan my time properly... this and that.

Yesterday(or maybe today, cause is 1.30AM)  I slept at 1.30AM cause to do my karangan(malay essay). So when I woke up this morning, I feel slightly sleepy.

When mutti gave me lecturing, I was thinking, while watching television, I can't concentrate to do my karangan because do karangan need to think. That's why I was keeping myself that how can I do karangan while watching television??


What for I talk to you when to talk to me in the angry tone???
What for you ask me why I'm so angry???
So I plan not to talk lah! Then you not need to complain already,
I know is for my own good and I know my mistake long time ago.
So no need to repeat again!!!!

Is so unfair

Pei Yan told me that her dancing class(last year she join, but this year quit cause of PMR) will open a class that teach MVs' dancing moves

Actually, this year I wanted to learn already. A few months before PMR, I asked my mom that can I join dancing class. She say can! but after PMR, afraid will interfere with PMR. So I just be patience then.

After PMR, Pei Yan didn't mention it, so I thought she don't want to join back yet. So I wait again. Today's outing, she told me about the dancing class that teach about MV's dancing moves/steps.

When I came home, I ask my mom again, and you know what she say??? she say after 1st term exam!!! reason? is afraid I can't cope during my 1st term
WTH!! HOW CAN'T LIKE THAT!!! Keeping delay and delay, and delay until there's is no chance?? Is that what she wants??? I know is for my own good. but only 1 hour!!! how can that 1 hour hurt that much!!!??