Sunday, December 29, 2013

Feel ridiculous

Like the few posts, I been posting about my a-bit-fracture-and-riduculous-bruise foot. I know I made a big fuss about it. This is my 1st time that I had injured my foot. That's why my mom and me were super careful about it.

Even during Buddhamas, is not that I don't want to go play and join the fun in Just Dance (ps4 game). That day was like my day 3 of injury, so it was still kinda badly bruise or swollen. Walk also pain, cause of the freaking swollen part. And also part of me afraid it will get worst, cause the game is very intense in movements.

A lot of people been trying to get me in the game, and I keep refusing. I just can't help it when my foot that time still hurt badly. I try not to tell too many people there about my injured foot, cause I'm already ashamed with myself in d2y. First, I broke the key, 2nd I fell down and got the ridiculous fracture during caroling practise. and both were related with the same organisation.

I also keep telling friends that I couldn't join the quitditch game thingy. Yup, same reason, my foot. I bet people might think I'm a bit of anti social. I even try to talk to my mom, she thinks I'm nuts, doctor said I could fully recover 1 and an half months, so in these period, I need to be careful with my movements.

Of cause now it had been almost a week, my foot now it wasn't as bad as the last few days since the swelling had reduce. If cause still got a bit. Obviously it's still recovering.

When I know that Dylan had twisted his leg while ice skating. I feel ridiculous at myself. Cause just because I have a freaking small crack in my bone, I avoid people and activities. While he is still sporting and want to still go on with what ever plans that the gang organised.

I just hope, things will get better. I hope the coming 2014 is a better year than 2013.

Saturday, December 28, 2013

swelling foot

oh my gosh.... These few days I been posting "my feet, my feet, my feet" only yesterday, I realised it was wrong... hahahahahahaha

Anyway, the last blog, if you all have been reading them, I've slipped and fracture my foot. So I just be posting the condition now just for my own record.




the bruise day 5
bruise day 5
I know this is a ridiculously a small fracture, but it still hurts like hell. I didn't take photo of my foot on day 1, since I didn't really thought of it yet.

The doctor say, it would fully recover after 1 and an half months. I'll just hope, it recover faster.

Friday, December 27, 2013

Bad things happening this month

December is coming to an end, and I just wanna reflect on myself for what I did.

1. CAT finals
Yup, my last 2 papers of CAT paper, I admit, I didn't really seriously study for it and panicked on the last few days cause I wasn't constantly studying.

If I didn't pass my FTX and FFM, I'm not surprise and very disappoint at myself. But I managed to pass my FFA and FMA. so is kinda 2 and 2 to go.

And!! I also paid for the fees for my ACCA tuition fees, if I really didn't pass, the fee of the lesson I took for it will burn, if I didn't pass.

2. D2YC. Ready Set Action!
I'm also took part in helping out in this camp. And also I'm holding a kinda big post, f&b. At 1st I wasn't planning to join d2yc this year, but I was so happened I did f&b for D2Y PAD (parent's appreciation day). So one of the seniors of d2y also try to convince to do for camp, *sigh* and I took it.

That time I was super upset at myself for taking it cause, my finals was super close with the camp dates and I can't really focus for finals, in some ways. My mom also worried about me, cause I spend too much time on thinking what to do for camp and the preparation on f&b before camp.

Anyway, back to my point of f&b in d2yc 2013. Some days it went smoothly, some days committees don't have enough to eat, some days have too much left overs, some days I made milo drink and only a few participants came down to drink and left almost 1 and an half kettle left.

I'm really grateful to all the sponsors I got from KK people. Without them, I dont think dana or talentime will go smoothly. And also some committees that helped out in kitchen, even thou is just cutting fruits, wash a bit here and there. I also appreciate those committees hang around in the canteen or kitchen, at least I know I was not alone and keep me a bit of accompany.

I feel so stupid on the ghost activity. My brain go imagine weird stuff when I'm actually in charged in one particular station, and was in the kitchen. I already hate to be alone while working, and now it gives me weird imagination in the kitchen.

Here we go, what actually happened was, we were trying out what sound to make in the kitchen to scare the participants in the dark. I was I little scared for myself already. When Zhi Xuan off the lights, I was standing next to Zhong Jin, and he was wearing a black tee. At his sleeves got printed words, I mistaken that as a hair of a girl and I screamed, damn loud. Later, I found out, I felt so embarrassed. During that time, I was in a okay-can-talk with Zhong Jin, now I'm like super awkward with them... *sigh* Then later, Zhi Xuan take over my position. Oh ya, my partner for this was Yong Le.

End up, I scared myself, I was pull out, kinda, from being a 'ghost' and be in a safe place with Emily and some of the seniors.

I apologies, even thou they might not see this, for the times I might made you all mad or don't cooperate.

During times, when I'm not in kitchen, I feel super awkward and out of place whenever I join hymn or workshops or discussions. Because mostly almost everyone will be in their groups or gang. So.... Yeah....

But in the end of the camp, I also gain new friends, friends to close friends, close friends to heart to heart friends. Be a bit more brave then usual, I guess?

3. CNY Caroling
Yet, again, I didn't want to take this. And yet again and took the challenge knowing part of me I regretted. A lot of people say that this is a good chance to learn new skills... I know is a good chance to learn, I'm just afraid, later, I can't cope with other things.

Jian Xi, Zhi Xuan and me will be in charge of the caroling. Jian Xi and me never been to caroling, so we are super doom in rhizome field.

At 1st we got problem with booking venue. Then booklets.

No one is taking the booklets from the room where they store things, cause either not free or no transport. So I have no choice to take and at the same time I also need to wait for my neighbors to clear the road cause, my neighbor had open house right in front of my house. so during that time, I could consider myself as no transport since my house gate was blocked by tables and chairs. By the time they cleared, it was almost 4. My bro rushed to bmv, then I rushed to meet sis Bodhi to get the keys and rushed to the room.

Found out I don't have the key to that particular floor, and need to wait for the guy to open. Then I reach that room, I use the wrong key to open the wrong lock, and somehow I broke the freaking key. I managed to pull out the freaking broken piece out and stupidly put that freaking broken piece into the other lock and was stucked inside (means that broken key is for the lock I just put inside). I think because I rushed, the key broke.

When the key freaking broke, I panicked and don't know what to do, and hopefully, when I put th's broken piece, inside the other lock, I could manage to open. Which ends up, stuck inside. So I need to tell sis Bodhi that I broke the key and she helped me called a locksmith. Even the locksmith couldn't take out the broken piece and he had to change the whole lock. That time I panicked and felt guilty that the same time. Damn...

4. 1st caroling
And it was Stephanie's birthday, so we were going to surprise her with a cake and Alex was buying it.
Back to caroling, I didn't expect caroling will be having so few people going. Less than 13 people. Is not what I expected. But it went quite okay despite the number of people.

Continue with Steph. After caroling, then lion dance practise. So when Alex reached, we quickly prepare the cake. When it was done, (cause we light up the candles behind the stage), we kinda rush down the stage, I somehow slipped and fell. I heard a small crack, but that time I pretended nothing happened. And then we surprised Steph, then I went home straight cause my broke already waiting outside.

When I reach the car, the pain starts hitting me and it hurts like hell. Damn... that night, my foot was green/black as hell. Ah Teng even call me Robocop cause I walk limping.

The next morning, after much convinced by my dad, I went hospital to x-ray my freaking foot and found out that I actually fractured my foot.

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I'm not trying to say that I hated these events that happening in my life, even though I always ask myself why these events happened to me and I hated myself for these at times.

But after awhile when I calm down and think for myself and really think on how to solve these problems and challenges.

For me, it takes matter of time for me to realise what's happening and try move on. Things can't always goes what we planned or perfect. There's always a flaw in everything.

Monday, November 4, 2013

1st Deepavali with friends

It's was last Saturday(2/11/2013), but I have no time to write until now.

I mentioned I'm going to celebrate deepavali to my dad the week before last week. I think he forgot cause he was showing a disbelief face when I left my house.

Naren's party starts at 7.30pm. Naren is my coursemate for CAT this year.  I'm following Weilin's car. I think her parents were afraid to stuck in the jam, so we left her house at 6.30pm. Man.... that's super early.

The traffic was quite okay. WeiLin starts to feel conscious cause we were too early to reach to Naren's place. To be honest, we were one of the 1st. Still got hosts still wasn't ready yet. That time we both were so embarrassed and super awkward.

Later on, I was relieved cause I saw one familiar face, which was Zi Yang. So I though could awkward together. Haha... I know... I'm quite lame. Or at least, it wasn't so awkward with the two of us only. Ignore other guests, cause I don't know other people. That's make us awkward. So I'll just talk about those I know.

Weilin starts to nag ChunYu to come here faster, cause the more the merrier. Before we ate, Naren's ex schoolmate from Sri KL, CK, if I'm not mistaken, and Chun Yu reached.

So, since we were early, we ate first before it gets more crowded. food was delicious and some were spicy. What do you expect? Curry is spicy. And I'm not a spicy eater. After we were dont with our food, I didn't expect my other coursemates also coming. HoongChau, Siew Yi, SynnTeng, Yiching, Jefferd, WeiDuo, ShihYang, Ian and Mak.

We gave our sits to them and we went inside the house to chit chat. Later Shane and her girlfriend reached, so we accompanied them outside. And we had desserts. Ice cream was nice, but is a bit too sweet, Even for me.

After that we join the others to play Mafia. But sleep one, the one that I played with my 5 Jati friends in class last time. Gosh.... I really missed the old times... It was quite nice. But at the end, I felt a bit betrayed when I know in the middle of the game, WeiLin wanted to kill me, when she was the killer.

Any way, I regretted that I didn't take much photo there. I don't Even dare cause it wasn't my house, I'm afraid they won't like if I post the photo of their house on the internet.

But non other less, I had a great time during the party for the 1st deepavali and got my 1st ever purple packet. It was a great experience.

Dream about Taemin

You didn't hear me wrong. I dreamt about Shinee!!

I have no idea why I was in a room (looks like my room in Petaling Jaya, but bigger and no bed, just cushions and blanket, I think) with my coursemates and some Damansara Jaya students.

Then somehow that Shinee is some kind of host for this event, I'm not sure.

they kind of ask us one question..then another. Dunno why suddenly wanted to prove something to the audience and perform a song (as in sing and dance, like they do, but I forgot what song).

Suddenly Taemin left the group and came closer to me. For what reason my eyes felt tired and it shut tight like a spell when he just standing next to me. I tried to opened them badly but couldn't. He just pat behind my head gently and softy said '엄어'.

At that moment, I just felt normal, like 'Oh, I just got pat' normal. And when he slowly returned to the stage, my eyes slowly finally could open.

Later a few seconds, my bro wake me up by shouting my name from outside. I was like WHAT!!!! and my heartbeat became very fast (I don't know why).

It felt so real. I dreamt few times about kpop idols, but non of the ones I really liked, I couldn't look at them in front of me and only could see them from a distance. Like this! When he was just know front of me and for what reason in the dream I can't opened my eyes to see Taemin in the face. Same goes with BYG and YongHwa.
just to say, I'm not really like Shinee, but their songs are quite nice. But I started to like Taemin a bit and others member as individuals because from WGM. I'm not as crazy for them as I'm crazy for BAP or CN Blue

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Learning how to cycle in the wrong way

I was so excited for cycling with my coursemates. WeiLin, ChunYu, JiaWern, PeiQian, Shane and her girlfriend.

I thought I could learn successfully how to ride. Yeah, I do not know how to ride a bike.

Morning, I went to WeiLin's house to wait for ChunYu to pick us up then go dim sum shop near her house.

After breakfast and thanks to PeiQian's parents for treating us and so we start our journey.

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I expected the place is flat ground, so it would be easier to learn how to ride.

On the way there, PeiQian described the place that is has hills. First thing on my mind was SHIT.

When we reached there, it was before 8.30am and Shane haven't reached yet. So we need to wait for her only go in.

Oh ya, before I continue with my crap, the place is Taman Pertanian,Shah Alam, I think. Is a agriculture place.

So, the pass ticket was RM3 and another RM 3 for the pass to go to the 4 season house.

I actually wanted to go there (4 season house) since young cause thought I would have the chance knowing my parents don't really bring me this kind of place. I know about this place from a kids show from last time, Kids Disney Malaysia, I think. And I never thought it was that place, so I was like quietly glad that I came along.

So we rent a bike which cost RM 10 for the 1st hour and the rest RM 1 for each hour.

Like I said I don't really know how to ride a bike. WeiLin also do not know how to ride. High five. We spend almost 2 hours on learning how to ride and keep balance. Gosh... how embarrassing...

After that 2 hours, I actually started to get tired, cause yeah, I keep trying to ride when PeiQian won't let me stop until I could ride, which means I hardly stop. The only time I stop is to take photo at a lake and had a drink, 100 plus. WeiLin didn't drink much and gave away her drink and insist she still full from breakfast and hardcore on learning to ride.

Yeah, PeiQian mostly teach me and Jiawern with ChunYu teach WeiLin, sometimes, PeiQian also go help out with WeiLin. ChunYu also sometimes help out with me.

To be honest, the place actually quite pretty. When climbing up the hill was the worst. I can't even really ride and yet PeiQian insisted that to ride up. Hell....

But I know myself that I'm not ready, yet. Seriously!! It's been two hours non stop, my thigh/butt starting to ache from sitting on the bike for too long, my palms were so red until it hurts.

When really on the hill, I gave up and push my bike, I don't care any more. Until we reach Taman Haiwan (animal park), they stop to chill down with cheap popsicle and Maggie mee cup cause Shane didn't have breakfast.

Then while they were resting, WeiLin said we continue practice and tried to ride all the way to the 4 season house. And I took it seriously. I tried to pedal all the way to 2 curve, and WeiLin said go back down with them and push the bike back down. Damn... that time I was already half pissed. I'm already damn tired and push the bike all the way down and back up.

Actually before I walk down without my bike, until I reach them, they asked my to take it down cause scared will be stolen. Okay... I admit that was my fault... but that was a place to put bikes, so that's why I park there, so I no need to waste my more energy to ride/push later.

later, we rested enough we continue and we stop in a canopy cause it started to drizzle. And it stop and we continue again. This time we are not stopping. And ChunYu and PeiQian try to convince me to ride but I know myself that I'm already too worn out to continue. So I stubbornly continue to push my bike

Skip all the torture of my tiredness and some prep talk by ChunYu on riding the bike and some interaction with some monkeys. Cause I know I'm already very long winded

Finally we reach the 4 season house. Shane and her girlfriend went in later cause to keep an eye on our bikes when other went it.

The season now that they are diaplaying was Autumn. I didn't expect the place to be very small, but it was actually quite nice place too. I really hate and moment when most friends keep criticized them, and I actually quite enjoyed it, so I end up just shut my mouth and let the decorations and the coolness take in to my brain.

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After the 4 season, we spilt up. Shane, her gf, PeiQian, and ChunYu want to explore the place a bit more. But I can't take it anymore, so I only think of going back the fastest way, which was going back from where we came from. Jiawern sense that I don't want to continue so she's coming with us. WeiLin was like also wanted to go with them, but see me go the other way, she follows me.

I feel bad for JiaWern and WeiLin, cause I'm not sure that do they want to continue and go back the fast way.
After all the walking and pushing, we waited for the others in a mamak stall. We waited half way, suddenly Shane's girlfriend reached here, but by bus. Cause she was badly injured. Bleeding and bruises on her knee and scrapped her palm. It look pretty bad, I guessed she lost control while gliding down the hill.

So we continue wait for the others but.. everyone was hungry and thirsty. Jiawern kept calling them to check whether they were almost there. Later, we got a call that they got lost... LOL..... Then Jiawern took a photo of the map to help them find their way back and we couldn't wait, so we went and bought lunch at the mamak stall that we waited for them.

After eating, I heard that they were lost in a forest.. man.. that's dangerous. Part of me relief cause I still don't know how to ride. If I get lost in the middle of the forest is so bad idea for me.

then the manage to return safety, but could see that they were super exhausted.

Yup, one thing for sure, I'm not gonna back there for sure unless I'm really ready to go cycle there, if not I'm digging a grave for myself for the second time.

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When I reach home, my butt/thigh very hurt. I could hardly walk without a single pain.

The next morning, my whole ache. I'm really digging my own grave during cycling. Butt/thigh super ache, palm still hurt, arms slightly ache and my armpit/shoulder also quite badly ache.

Haiz... I'm such a weakling T_T my mom predicted that I will suffer for a week.... great.... =_=

here's some pic I got from Jiawern and ChunYu

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Progress test 2 week + Inferno

This freaking whole week I have progress. I admit that I didn't study or focus much on studying.

Monday was tax paper. Haiz... I know that I won't be sound well cause I didn't really study for it.

Tuesday off, cause is audit paper, and I didn't take audit. So almost that whole day I was procrastinate, big time.

Wednesday is finance paper, and is MCQ and computer based, so the results was instant. And I got miserable 52 marks. Haiz...

Thursday, management paper. Damn... 58 marks... haiz... I was hoping finance and management paper get more than 60.

Friday, my last paper, finance management paper. Screwed the theory question. Screw all the theory question in tax paper too.

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Since is the paper, I planned to make myself happy. Cause I been keep waiting for people to bring me to watch movie in cinema. Plan not suitable with friend, so always cancelled or postpone until God knows when. My bro also can't really bring my cause I need to focus on exam.

Haiz... so I have a boring life and Always sneakily go watch YouTube's videos.
So after my FFM paper, I went to watch Inferno, a Hong Kong movie. I actually quite like to watch Hong Kong movie, but I don't have much friends that fancy them.

I can't wait for my bro, so I watch it myself. Mostly now, I watch Cantonese movie alone. Once during CNY (I think) , my mom made plan with her friends in One Utama, and I came along cause my main purpose was to watch Cold War and it was acted by Aaron Kwok and other Hong Kong star. Yeah, I watch that because of him. Can't help it when I'm a fan of his since I'm a kid.

I didn't know that Inferno is related with fire. I thought that this movie would be a comedy cause is starring Louis Koo and Sean Lau. Cause most of the movie that they cast in mostly comedy.

When I started watch I was like.. Oh... inferno is related to fire... but to be honest... the movie is not bad. I actually quite like it and I cried a lot in some scene. Scenes are so touching. GO BROTHER LOVE!!

Friday, September 27, 2013

Team building @ Sunway TES

Team building was organized by Sunway Tes colab with Leap. I think.
Morning class was as usual.

At first I don't feel like going. Planning to escape after signing my attendants. Haiz... I end up wait until 4, still...

I have 4 hours to spend before the event had started. So Wei Lin and me planned to go Pyramid to eat porridge, since other people in our gang went back home and later will be back. While walking there, we actually walked with some of our classmates, and they invited us to join them at Burger Kings. Since was like bigger crowd.

BK had offer of RM2 one burger, but it will only start selling from 12pm... That time we went, was like 11am. Wei Lin too hungry, so we didn't wait till 12pm. In the end, we bought a set that cost RM6. Quite reasonable price.

After eating, I bought Starbucks. Cause feeling like drinking a frap.

Haiz... I wanted to just stay in our class room to study... but I got a feeling that Wei Lin don't really like to atmosphere there. But I don't like the library.. Cause I kinda can't concentrate when people walk around.

I only manage to study a bit, but not much

Okay... Let's cut all the crap and begin with my experience

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We sign our attendants, then Jia Wern, Chun Yu and Naren came. They sign already and also plan to leave. I also influenced by them to leave and prepared to leave. When we were back in our class, Wei Lin was in her guiltyself and keep thinking whether should skip this event. She even called her mom for permission, and her mom had allowed (surprisingly). So I was like prepared to leave already.

Then WL, still feel super guilty, and said, she go to MPH (multi purpose hall) to see if not much people she'll go. When we reach there and she saw Pei Qian, she straight away felt more guilty and stand on and leave the hall instant to take her bag in our class. So left me with Pei Qian.

Now I felt kinda betrayed, at that time. I wanted to leave already, but Pei Qian already stop me from leaving. damn.... I'm stuck there and my bag was still in our class... The first thing went in my mind was "will i get my bag", "hopefully they won't lock the door" and started swearing in my mind and my facial isn't show quite good

When the event started, I quickly sms Jia Wern to just leave my bag in the class without worries when I actually quite worried myself.

We play a few games.. 1st is just warming up which was just dance chicken dance.
I don't really have the mood, cause of my bag and at the same time I was sms Jia Wern.

Then the 2 activity was grouping, you know, like the game squirrel and tree?? This time was girls as RM1 and guys as RM0.50. So have to group up as the amount as the MC's shout out amount. It was kinda intense

3rd avtivity was really grouping all of us to 6 groups and form group name, cheer. and following a game. is hard to explain here. but i try...

Form a cirle without letting go our hands and facing inside the circle, then need to find ways to make the circle turn inside out.

Kay, next game was line chairs in a line. Everyone need to stand on one chair.

heehee... Then I get to know and talk some new people... man.... he was hot!! xD

anyway... so the game was like have to arrange accordingly without moving the chairs or adding it and without falling out of the chairs.

For example, the MC say, arrange from tallest to shortest. Then we all arrange. and it goes on...

I didn't stayed long, cause at the same time I was worrying my bag.

I actually have lots of fun during the team building session

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Parents Lecture day + D2Y AGM + D2YC 1st meeting

Parent Lecture Day is like Open Day. Last Sunday, we had parent lecture day by Sunway Tes. this is the 2nd time I'm going.. I keep hinting my mom that I don't her to go.

End up, we did went. Is not that bad than what I expected, all the lecturer seems nice and my mom gave permission to let them ask lots of question, especially for my finance management lecturer, he said he will ask me more questions... great... T_T

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By the time we finish meeting all my lecturers, I kinda rush for my D2Y AGM meeting, cause that time was already 12, when the meeting starts at 1.30pm.

I nearly was late. Wait.. I was late, but not too late.

So AGM meeting went like normal. Woah, I'm happy for Stephanie, cause she took up secretary. Jonathan is the current president and Weng Si is VP.

I could see that people really take this very seriously. We came here to learn and make mistake and learn again.

I'm as awkward as usual, kinda out of place. I'm just afraid for myself that I couldn't commit to the D2Y very much.

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After AGM, the D2YC meeting was conducted by Wei En, cause he is the next coming camp manager and Jacqueline is the coming vice camp manager camp.

We discussed about taking post in camp of planning it. I actually don't want to take up any post. Cause I don't want to be responsible and make big mistakes. But... no one is taking up F&B.

Jacqueline, Jonathan, and Wei En asked me a few times whether I could take up. Haiz... that time, I was half wanted and don't want to do it. End up, I took the post. And Justin is also helping me out, glad that I'm not doing it myself.

I also don't really want to participate cause the time slot clashes with Comic Fiesta Q_Q
1st choice is the week start after SPM and in a way also my final exam. The 2nd choice is the week that clashes with Comic Fiesta, that's why I was so hesitated to join.

I guess I have to drop the Comic Fiesta. Last year also, I can't really make it, I bought 2 early bird tickets and only went one day, the other I sold it to Zi Yang.

I also took up ice breaking in planning activity.. great.. don't I have enough things on my hands, why i still take ice breaking. Haw Lun also kinda give me pressure that I need to make it interesting, cause is like the appetizers for the camp.

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So that goes my day, with headache mode the whole day, I didn't know how I got it. I just know that I got really bad headache during parent lecture day and throughout the day... so it kinda half crappy day for me

My review on Halo

I just finish read Halo. Yup, is the book that I bought from Popular with the Blockbuster sales

The story is about Bethany, with her 2 siblings are angels and was sent from Heaven was on a mission to guard the peace in a town (I may use the wrong term on describing it). Obviously angels need to do lots of good deeds. Being as angels need to keep their secret to the max and avoid to contact with other people if necessary.

Later, Gabriel(brother) as a music teacher in the school and Bethany herself will be the student in school, while Ivy(sister) will be doing lots of community services and spreading religiously. While schooling, Beth can't seems to stop noticing the school captain, Xavier(like a perfect guy you read books, that make the book awesome thou). Sooner or later, they confess their love then la ta la ta la ta... all the caos happen.... then la ta la ta la ta again.... I'm not gonna spoil more, but I really like the story!!!! If anyone really interested, check the book out.. SERIOUSLY!

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I love the story. but to be honest, the plots are about the same with a lot of stories. For example, like Twilight and Hush Hush. First, you something or just human, then you like a person or found you soulmate. Later, it sucks to keep secret from each other and spill all out. Then both together share the problem or fight that going to face.

But these few series, although the plot are something like that, these each series have their own uniqueness. I like about this book is it really make me wanna know more what happen next. For example, the relationship Bethany and Xavier or who knows that Molly might have a chance together with Gabriel.

One thing make me appreciated after reading was the words it used. It has a lot of deep English, maybe. My English wasn't good. Twilight and Hush Hush will sometimes will have tough words, but I tend to ignore and guessed the meaning and move on with the story. But this instead, if I don't understand what the meaning of that particular word, I tried to ignore and go on with the story. Later I have feeling like something is missing or not right.

I also like the twist in the story, is too tempting not knowing what to Bethany with Jake or Xavier. So I can't stop myself on peeping at some parts of the book.

I really recommend people who likes to really fantasy teen fiction books.

Sorry, if I'm really writing crap here. just wanna share some nice book here. It is a good book to just read mindless and enjoy the story.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Another forgotful day..

Yesterday, I follow my bro to Paradigm Mall to buy Burger King's burger got promotion. One burger just cost RM 2. But one person only can buy 3 burger, so yesterday we bought 6.

I brought along my purse and I transfer to my handbag. And I came back, I forgot to put it back to my college back.

Last night also, study half way until I slept on th's sofa. Until 2am, only woke up groggyly. I was kinda lack of sleep...

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

My encounter of BAP

 so yeah... In one year plus, I've been liking quite a few of Korean bands other than CN Blue.

Yes, I still like CN Blue. Last year, I'm totally in love with B.A.P.

They are BAP!!
I don't own the credit, i share this because it look super cute
I don't own the credit, i share this because it look super cute
Actually, when they came to Malaysia as a guest in a Malaysian tv show, Showdown. That I don't even know them. One of my friends said not really nice, so that thought stuck in my head. During that time, I was kinda banned from watching tv, since exam was coming. I use this excuse (korean group come malaysia to perform in the malaysian program), then my mom only allowed me watch that one short time.

When they perform, my 1st thought, they were not bad... but they didn't really hit me to like them, yet...

so.... after one year or more, thats my story of becoming BABYZ(BAP's fan name)
One day I was so bored. That time I was finding some k-pop songs(since I failed my grade 7 piano exam, i keep finding to kinda keep push myself to not stop myself on playing the piano). There's no more songs I'm interested already. Those I'm interested, I already print the script out.

I subscribed to jgmb829. There's was these 2 songs, Going Crazy and I Remember keep appearing in my recommand list. I usually ignore, but that one day, i was really bored. So I thought, "okay, let's listen, no harm done"

Once I listen to them, I was like, "woah... the melody are not bad"





Then I was really curious, so I find the real MV





So that's how I fall in love with Bang Yong Guk. His voice is really so nice. Yup, BYG is my bias in BAP xD

That time I wanted to find more of his songs. When I search in youtube, I ignore those BAP ones, cause my friend already influenced me to kinda dislike them. Then I later I found out that before he was in TSENT, he was in the underground under the stage name of Jepp Blackman. He was also one of the members from Soul Connection. So I started to find all the songs I could find with Jepp Blackman. One of my favourite song is Blackout



and



Then I still feel not enough, then I start listen to BAP, then I really like the group.

I still have the dillema betweem CN Blue and BAP.

I really want to post more things about BAP. so many in the future, I'll find something to post about BAP here =D

Sunday, September 15, 2013

BBQ + Mooncake/lattern day @ Kampung Cempaka

My day begins with class. But today I only have afternoon class, and it ends at 4 (supposedly ends at 5.30, but my lecturer have something on). I wanted to drive there myself. Obviously that my mom won't allow when my dad firmly said that I only can use the car to campus but that to go out to play. Rules are rules, have to obey what my dad sets.

Yup, I be good good girl wait for my mom... the party starts at 7pm, I reach there around 8pm, despite all the jam. I was almost the last person to reach the place..

The party was held in the basketball court... wait... before I forget, it was organised by Wei Lin, Chun Yu and Jia Wern.

So... yup.... I was kinda awkward... and still.... anyway... let the pictures explain by itself, cause there's much to elaborate when all we do was just eat and play xD


people here mostly from G1... awkward...

people cooking


food. pardon the blurness

shine till you can't shine no more xD


Curry chicken and fried rice



Me and Chun Yu, the bro XD

Me, Chun Yu, and Wei Lin

look at the flames =1


poking more chicken


Cute Synn Teng and Pretty Michelle. they are preparing to play musical chairs. haha Wei Dou tring to act cool =P

Jia Wern, Wei Lin (trying to act sexy :1) and me

me and pei qian




ZI Yang!

Naren








Really appreciate for those who were willing to take pictures with me. I really enjoyed myself during the party.

This reason of organizing this party to socialising with each other from Group 1 and Group 2. Some of us manage to do it.

Haha.... Not burning candles or leaves are not called Mooncake or lantern celebration. Pei Qian and me dound some candles and BURN!!!! others already left and went home =1





P.s. I didnt realised it was Friday the 13th, until the next day... lol... XD

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Sticky sweets... xD

Lol... nothing much, just feel like posting something today.

Walk around the house, and I found this 2 small containers of sticky sweet.

My mom went to her friend's wedding. So my guess that this was as door gift. Cool...

I find it quite cute, that's why I feel like sharing =D

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Afternoon alone

Normally Tuesday I will fetch Wei Lin go and back from college. But today I didn't cause our coursemate, Jia Wern was gonna fetch her. So today I end up just go and back alone. But not that I mind

Anyway... Today's class was normal. Nothing much had happened. Since today don't have Malaysian studies, I could go back early

Last night, I had planned to just buy McDonald's for lunch since I don't feel like eating noodles today. And thought of spending my one hour after class to hang around in the shopping mall until 12. (Since only 12 only have value lunch)

After class, I was really lost and don't know where to go. End up I just wonder around in Popular bookstore. Lol...

Manage to to find lots of books that I'm interested. But didnt buy, cause I don't have enough money. I just plan to buy road tax sticker, then ciao.

But when I was about to leave, I happened to see a bookshelf of books have super discounted books. From RM 56 to RM 20, RM 30 to RM 8. Woah... it said BLOCKBUSTER SALE.

Dude.. the offer is too much, can't stop myself from buying, end up buying myself this one book .

MTV World Stage

Thanks to my sis-in-law, she manage to get me MTV World Stage tix for this year. I already made my mind  to not go for this year concert after all the time I went for free standing concerts, it had been always a torture.

Moreover, this time the performance I'm not really that keen. Joe Flizzoe (I know I spell his name wrong, didn't bother to google to correct it), I'm okay okay with him. Knew him Showdown (Malaysian's tv dance competition). Then EXO, they have been in the Media, seriously like every where. It been started to grow on me a bit. my friend is totally crazy with them. Far East Movement, I only know Rocketeer. I admit they are still awesome! Robin Thicke, I don't have much to say
Normally I get my ticket from my cousin that worked for the newspaper, but now I can't get cause she been transfer to Beijing to work. Take care!! if you reading.
So this is my story for this year MTV WorldStage.

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My friend, Emily, is super crazy for EXO. So I thought go with her. She waited at the line from 9 in the morning. I couldn't go that early cause I need to follow my mom to marker to buy food for the week.

My sis-in-law drop me off and thanked her and looked for Emily. the place already crowded =/

I lazy to describe all the hay wok in the morning... so let just fast forward to 12pm.

Before I continue, Emily came along with her friend Elin and her sis.
So... around 12 something, Jaq manage to come and join us. Jaq sat with me while waiting for the gate to open. 

Then later, both of us was super reckless and feel like walking around. So we left and I lend my fan (which was my sis-in-law's, remember this, I'll talk about it later) to a random girl who I sat with while waiting.

By random, after we go toilet, we went to canopy walk to see whether that we have chance to see EXO. (that time I'm starting to like them, but not so crazy of them). All we could see is the literally the backstage. So we gave up and continue walk inside the pyramid.

Inside of the shopping mall is kinda the month for selling mooncakes and lanterns since mooncake festival is coming. So suddenly we joke around about buying an electric lantern and bring it inside and light it with sound like crazy people and light up the night.

We thought of going to the Grand Hotel of Sunway to push our luck for seeing them in the hotel. But on the way there, we could see the stage. 

OMG!!! EXO WERE NOT IN THE HOTEL BUT REHEARSING!!! Jaq and me were going crazy!!! We end up staying there quite long just to see them. So far!! but we don't care



in the line for introducing themselves

in the line for introducing themselves

OMG!! at the platform!



OMG!!! the tree pose from WOLF!!!

OMG!!! the tree pose from WOLF!!!
 We manage to watch them rehearsed TWICE!!! OMG!! I was fangirl-ing although I'm not a hardcore fan. I starting to like Sehun <3 cuuutteee="" he="" sooo="">_<

When we return to other spot to line, the place was already hay wok... *gosh*
We barely could find Emily and Elin, but found them... and this is how I lost the fan... when I know that I've lost the fan, 1st thought, will Pearl get mad?? Guilty feeling with excited feeling mixed together. I hesitantly sms her that I lost her fan.. but instead she sms back and said is okay, at least I'm fine, then is alright.. aww... I'm so touch :') man... so love her...

Anyway, here's the torture part. We have been squeezed, pushed and etc. I always hate the moment before the concert. I'm short.. so was kinda having a hard time to breath. We been drench with sweat and rain and most of us (including me, no doubt) were stink as hell. AND, WE BEEN STANDING FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS OUTSIDE WITH THESE CONDITIONS!!! Like I said, I don't like the experience. While waiting, there are thoughts says that I want to leave and don't go in. But end up I stayed =/

I brought a few bread with me, and only ate one piece and left 5. and all 5 have been confiscated. Haiz.... but manage to get through the whole thing still....

About 6, we only manage to get in. Emily and Elin had split up already, so I'm with Jaq. Once we got in, it was like HEAVEN BABY!! We take our time walk to the surf beach.

The middle part of the place was already crowded with people. So Jaq and me went to a place with not much people, yet.

Let me describe the place for you, the place have 2 big screens right?? I was standing in front of the left big screen and next to the stage. BUT, my view was block by a big camera, but we no complaint. Since, we're already desperate with view.

When EXO's Wolf MV was played at the big screen, the fan gone wild!!! =D





Jaq and me. please excuse our ugly face xD

haha, selca


why?? the cubicle??

look at the crowd o_O

the fan that was given


the wrist band





get what I mean??? the huge camera

pretty lights







Joe Flizzoe



EXO IS OUT!!

OMG!!!!! XXXDDDD








OMG!! they're there!! sorry for the blur pics



haha!!! yesh!! I Think I manage to take a photo of Sehun!! xD




OMG!! so close yet so far X)




EXO perform 4 songs, Wolf, History, 365 and Growl.

When they were performing 365, no one was pay attention to the side of the concert except LAY!! OMG!!! I manage to get a clear look of him!! and wave at our crowd!! OMG!! that moment I was like AAAAAHHH!!!!! OOOMMGGG!!!!! Although Sehun was next to him, but he focus more to the front, still I also manage to see a clear view of him xDDD

and at the end of the perform, everyone was like quickly wave, bow, blow kiss, salute bye and stuff to the audience in front. BUT!! LAY!! Stayed awhile and thanking every corner from left and then walked to the platform in front, then to the right side. When I saw that I was like WOAH!! that guy was really sincere!!!! That moment I was feeling amaze by his actions =)

Jaq wanted to left already, so I follow her back out of Sunway Lagoon. And we walk to Sunway Uni, cause Jaq parked her car in Elephant Walk. So I called my bro to pick me up at campus.

OMG!!! although I not really into EXO, but I still have an awesome time during the concert.

Practically, after the concert, my ear had gone slightly deaf from hearing people scream, Jaq really and scream... lol =)