I'm feel like writing this cause I feel like my courseware treat me differently towards me. Cause the group that I'm with are still together. I'm only one class same with them.
Today is kinda the 1st week of class. Could feel the distance between the group and me. They got more things to talk about. Whenever I tried to join in (mostly can't, since I dit really know what they are talking about.) most of the time is like a silence or short response.
Now I should be attending and listening to the class if HE (hubungan etnik), some government compulsory subject.
Never mind. Cut the long story short since even myself don't really know what I'm talking about.
The whole point is I don't like to feel left out. But most of the time, I can help it and it just happen like that. And that make me hate myself for that that why am I kind of anti social.
