Friday, October 31, 2014

Two 1st for a day

After the prom happen... I've kinda been #YOLO for new things

For example like what happened today. During my break during my F9 EDC, I followed Pei Qian to cafeteria and accompany her to eat. Then I saw a panda mascot!!! 

Normally whenever I see a mascot or someone as a clown, chai shen or Santa Claus, I would run to the direction. I have no idea what cause this phobia. But when I see the panda, even part of me is hesitated, I just want to take photo with the panda!!

After when toilet, slowly, with encouragement from Pei Qian, I gather my guts and find the panda and take photo with the panda
shouldn't have bend down
From Instagram :)

So that's my 1st on voluntary to confront a mascot. And I'm glad that I did that :)

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Later on the evening, my parents treat Pearl jie for a dinner in Tony Roma's before she fly to Beijing and work. 

When I was about to walk in, I was surprised. Why? Because the decoration for Haloween go all out. I mean, cotton-looking-webs are covering the ceiling, floors covered by dried leaves and a few of 'ghost'. 

At few I was reluctant to go in. In the end I still go in, felt a bit scared until I saw my family, then I felt bit more safer :)

When we done with our food, and almost going to leave. Then I suggested to take photos and selfies with the 'ghost' in the spirit of Halloween. It was so random and odd that it came out from me. 


almost got scared by this thing
mom has the epic scared face xD

Holy cow... don't dare to turn back




eeiii!!! but behind there's epic photobom




In the end of the day, I'm super glad I did those things. I did not regret and I'm actually happy about it :)

Peace out (Y)

CAT graduation

Actually I been wanting to post this for really really long time ago...
I need to spring cleaning my photos in my phone... So... I don't know where to put... so I in a way I wanted to backup some of the photos here... sadly... can't write my story here, but here's the photos to make up part of it :)



borrowed a friend's bouquet 

Me, Dila, Nicholas and Wei Lin

Wei Lin 

Yi Ching


Xin Yi, Wei Lin, Hoong Chau, Pei Qian and me
The girls!!! Yan Ru, Synn Teng, Yi Ching, Xin Yi, Pei Qian, Wei Lin, Jia Wern and me




are we mystery??

Shane



Yan Ru

wish could smile nicer =)

The FFM gang :)

Mr Simon, our FTX lecturer

From instagram

My supportive mom





I find this soooo cute!! XD


Instagram
Instagram collage

Peace out (Y)

Prom!!! A Dance to Remember

25/10/2014
So Pearl Jie pick me up at 1pm to go Puchong to prep up to go the prom. Around 3pm-ish, we start the process ;)
Most of the makeup

Then let the magic starts!!! I try not to disturb her, only communicate on how the make up or head pain or not while she pinning up my hair
still in the process
After the finish product, we take a few selfies on me and see how long is the eye lashes 
look at eye lashes xD
finish results :)
car selfie
PEace!!

When we reach the hotel, Wei Lin and Xin Yi haven't reach yet. So Pearl jie dont mind waiting with me in the car in front of the lobby. So we continue chat, take photos.

Not long later, both of them reach already, then I move inside the lobby to wait for them both. I really thank Pearl waiting with me. At that moment I actually also still waited quite long, I hope I still wait in the car.. Cause a lot of people around, and I of cause feel super awkward. 

When three of us reunited, we can selfies to pass time. Like typical Malaysian 
Me, Wei Lin and Xin Yi
selfie, while waiting
nicer angle ;)
WEI LIN!!
Xin Yi

After a few moments, we meet up with other gang, Synn Teng, Siew Yi, Yan Ru, Yi Ching, Simon and Wei Duo. Everyone look so pretty goddess like and smart. Then, we find the person that's holding on our tickets. I mean like 3 of us, WL, XY and me. Others are sitting together one table. 

We did introduce each other... And I'm not good with names... I kinda forgotten most of the names, except those easy names. 
menu and some deco
ceiling
the stage
the ticket, forgot to turn, oppss

When when we sit on our table, we are missing one more person. I think that person also like us, tumpang the table. When prom is starting, then the guy come. When he sits down, I somehow recognize him like I seen him before, like somehow my brain straight tag him as a senior. He 1st introduce himself to the guys, cause one of them is like the main ticket buyer for us. I don't really know what is the term of it. 

Then later, he introduce himself to me. Haha... I can't say I am not shy. I'm super nervous!!! XD After I intro myself, he continue with XY and WL. Then WL mention that we are from the same class. Haha.. Then we were thinking like, small world. 

~okay... Let's just nickname that guy 'S'~ Lol... And after continue write... All my tenses all different from here. So... Whoever reading, plz excuse my grammars.~

Later on we continue small talk and short. I so regretted that I didn't talk long with him. I was super shy!!!! I really want to know him more!!! We did small talk and short talk. Haiz... 

When the 1st dish came out, the 2 guys (my table only have 3 guys, the other 2 guys got date so...) stand up and trying to serve the girls. Then S also try to serve, I think. But I felt like that he was totally awkward for serving the food. He served the food that was totally the nearest to him, which was like air jambu with sotong. He served to the girl next to him, then me. I felt pretty nice about it. Even thou, he awkward about it, it's nice to feel guys to serve me. Cause I don't often to be serve by a guy xD

I also wanted to eat other food. The rest of the food from that dish, WL helped me take. 

I think when got performance like can dance. The songs are either those slow songs or the hype type. S did asked me whether that I want to dance or not. I think he felt that I got stunned a bit, so he say with the whole table. Then I asked WL and XY. Sadly they say they don't want to. So I told him that maybe they later what to dance. He just coolly show the okay sign. I felt so guilty!!! I really want to say YESH!!!! 

After the 1st dish of food, I followed later people, as in like Synn Teng Siew Yi they all, to the outside of the ballroom because there was a photobooth. It was nice. 
Simon :)

The flower that display outside
YC

She look so goddess like :)

Some invited performance, which i don't really remember, but they were good :)

Yan Ru
Shane, Kasumi, XY, me and WL


We do look awesome :)
Mun Lee



Siew Yi



Some signal they we use, sometimes
Bak Chi

'jin gak
I forgot what this call.. but it's somehthing 





All the dresses and the middle guy is Jefferd


all the dresses and gown


Hoong Chau

hmm.... I look nice here c:

Shih Yang

Wei Duo
 The photos I posted in Instagram :)


The photobooth photo :)
When I returned back to my table. S had slightly pulled out my chair a bit. Even he didn't do it standing up, it was a nice gesture, I was very flattered, because maybe it was my 1st time someone did this to me other than once when I was in some fancy restaurants by some waiter. I did start a small talk and it quickly ended. Why my brain can't make conversation or think topics to talk more??? Haiz... 

Anyway, not long later, the guy that hold our tickets that I mentioned before, came in and told S that it was almost time to take photo in the photobooth, since their gang was actually lining up when we were done taking photobooth. So when S about to leave, he asked me whether that I wanted to follow them or not. My friends was quick and said we already took and it was already that if we didn't join. He just said, "okay," and asked the other girl that sat next to him. So yeah..

Then most of the night just like that.. Small talk about the food after he came back from photobooth and lucky draw, small gesture again when I came back from the washroom, his politeness when he helped filled my bowl with food. That's was all. 

Even though it was all small small gesture and small small talks, I liked them all. It's a experience and a lesson for myself so that next time if I encounter (if I even gonna have that kind of chance :/ ) that kind so situation, I'll do it better. But of cause I would like to know him better in the future, he seems a nice guy to talk to, I think. I might be wrong, since I didn't have a long conversation with him. 

*Okay!!! Enough with the tiny prom crush over with, let's go on with my prom with my friends*

Shane told us about the after party at Sunway Giza. I really wanted to go. I tried to sms my mommy and I waited for her reply for a damn long time and I still had not received. Keep checking, and still nothing. Until I sms my bro, still no reply. I thought that my phone was the problem. I even off and on back the phone. Still nothing. Friends asked me whether I can go, I assume it was a 'yes' from my mom, so I said 'yes' until almost at the end of the prom when it almost ended. 

My mom called and asked me when I'm going bak and stuff. Finally got her message that I couldn't go. At that moment I was super sad about it. I don't know why I got super upset when I got back home. Got pissed at everyone and especially myself on why I was so easily mad at this small things.

The next few days it grow kinda worst (mostly of jealousy)when I know they went Setia Walk instead of Sunway Giza, because Setia Walk is super near my Puchong home. And they also celebrated Yi Ching's and Simon's birthday. 

Overall of the prom, of cause I like it :) 
Love the songs that people performed. Some of the crowds were nice to see. Got a dance, -as in just shake a bit, since most of us wore heels- a bit.  

What more I could say, there are always ups and downs that we can't avoid. Gotta learn to accept it. It just for me, I just need to really take a bit more time and talk to a close friend and family members that I could count on. It really make a difference. At first I was planning to keep to myself, but then I realize I need to bit time for myself to think and reflect and just talk to people you think you could count on. Later on, when I finally thought it through and got my own answer I need, then I only share part of it to those friend I let in. 

Peace out (Y)