sorry if you don't take "NO" for an answer

when you say you want to go out for a outing, I already have a NO answer.
cause:

1.  I know that mom don't encourage me going out. 
2. not convenient for my family to fetch here and there
3. my dad might going to be at home
4. till then I might have lots of schoolwork need to be done
5. not long ago, I just went out with you and it was a "gathering"
6. I can the same stup*d accuse
7. exam is just around the corner
8. even if i ask there a very low expectation that i'll go

Too bad that you can't accept my NO as your answer. My parents isn't like your parents that allowed you go anywhere you want with little curfew.

the worse day of the week or maybe month

As usual, I pack last minute bag. Then I suddenly thought that today no add math, so I did not pack my add maths book.

When I reach to school and reach to my class, I saw my timetable that TODAY HAVE ADD MATHS!!!
wow.... Just 'GREAT'!!

i have no I idea why my that my left hand was pain like hell, once bend my wrist it hurts. that's the starting of the piss

I have no idea why I reach the class, my mood is already quite bad. My 1st period, English. I DON'T like Wednesday's English, because sure need to do essay. I already didn't need tuition, so I should be paying attention to this class. But how can I pay attention when the teacher only throw the question at us, tell us to do now and hand up by today. Everytime, I'll be very pissed and until no mood, so yeah... I simply to.

Add maths... I told you already, there's nothing more to say.
Accounts... Haiz...
1st, I haven't buy Buku Tunai, actually I bought, but I last time i have no choice to use it during my tuition.
But luckily teacher told us to use Buku Tunai paper.
Then we do 1 question and we need to finish it before recess if not we can't go recess until we're done.
At first, I thought Okay... Buku Tunai, can do lah but I keep noticing my surrounding, so didn't really pay attention to my work.
So when doing Imbangan Duga, is total is not balance. I hate when is not balance, because I need to recheck where's do mistake. I recheck recheck and I found out that I actually copied wrong. That time I really got pissed. ARGH!!! I miss my recess just because of the stupid imbangan!!!

and we have to do accounts homework, and I hand up all my books. So now I can't do my homework. either my book missing or teacher still marking...

Chemistry was okay....
but it was quiet between ZhiJun and me, don't know why....

Modern Maths.... I didn't bring my text book again. I was WTH!!!
I was thinking what's wrong with me today??!!
then I have to borrow's ZhiJun's book =/

Lucky after modern maths is Malay, which means we have to go library for nilam report. I manage to borrow 1 book, Night World. Don't know whether got time to read it, still I'm trying to read when there's time.

After school, I try to look for Stephanie, but fail.... because of the recess, I didn't know that she didn't come. No worries, I manage to find Yivon and EeLin. EeLin having friends problem, hope the problem can solve soon =/

When almost time for taekwondo, I quickly change my clothes, help my mom put things into her car. But I already no mood and some more that time, it was raining. I was already in a not good mood, so I don't care about the rain and rush to the car.
haiz.... When I reach the hall, then I only remember that I forgot to take money for taekwondo exam from my mom. But it was too late, because my mom already left school... Then that time I'm already so damn mad at myself!!
When we do warming up, I pulled my leg muscle... haiz... what can get worse some more???

Later got BM tuition, hopefully is better =/

Not a good beginning

Haiz... Just because I check my phone and coincident you came in the room doesn't mean I sleep with my phone!!! ARGH!!

While eating my breakfast, I just want to confirm myself the spelling of "Valentine's" and vati came in the kitchen. Then vati say," I wish you don't sleep with your hand phone, I wish you don't sleep with the computer, I wish you don't sleep with the music"

ARGH!!! he really got to my nerves!!! Vati just pissed me off!!! ARGH!!! Then he just keep say bad things about me, this and that!! ARGH!!! I really can't tahan him any more!!! say me already then say about my 2nd brother!! Gosh!! What is wrong with his mind!!

New Year is suppose to be happy!! not by hearing this nonsense!!! He just don't give people a good mood everytime and people wants to have. He only give "good" mood when he wants to. Gosh!!! What kind of vati is he??

I idea of vati is... give good jokes, gives positive advise, gives good things, don't boss around. Those like in the good ending movies....

BUT HE?? always gives negative advise, always left the not good stuff to us, boss us around, don't let us do things that we want to do

HELLO!!! Is New Year!!! Do vati really wants us to against mentally everytime, while we can't even against him in front of him??

I really hope that this year is actually a good year. and I'll get good results for PMR

Sometimes, I even think I hate....

Kay... Yeah... sometimes... I think I hate vati.

haiz... He just sometimes very annoying.

Today the whole afternoon we went out. Went out just window shopping for furniture. Gosh, JUST WINDOW SHOPPING!!?? I don't even get what I like or anything, He have what on his mind and just want to know what he wants and not what we know.

1st we went to States to eat Rojak King and cendol(which is not really that nice). I didn't manage to finish it. so yeah...

then vati drive all the way to Puchong and just window shopping for furniture. ARGH!! waste time... I want the bed I want, but he just cared about the price but NOT MY FEELINGS!!! ARGH!!

after window shopping in Puchong, we went back to States to eat dinner there. food was ok(sea food)...

Then no reason he drive to Old Klang Road... ARGH!! I hate it... I don't even like the furniture we choose. Why not just go IKEA there and see. Isn't that more modern and high class?? He is such old man...

went back home, I just use for a while, he already said that I use so long. ARGH!!
How long I've been out??
How long can I use com??

Since when he cared??? He only cared was HOMEWORK and himself but NOT MY FEELINGS!!!