Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Just a small matter

Hmm... Is just thinking of a crush... 

Every time when you think you realize you having a crush. So you end up adding them in fb or Instagram or whatever social media you could think of. Then when they added you in one social media, but didn't follow in other social media for whatever reason you thought. 

And for some moment, you thought you maybe got hope to know that other crush. 

One day, you happen to bump to the crush in a food court or whichever place that is crowded. And he saw you. In the end, there's not a single 'hi'. 

The imaginary senarios of just say 'hi' just crush and burn. And realize all these while it was nothing. All the small talks were like nothing happen. It just a mere fade memories. 

At least there's part of impermanence. It hurts a bit knowing it's true. Why do I think so much??? Knowing there's a very very very slim chance that I would like to know him or be friend at least. Added in Facebook doesn't mean his your friend, that's for sure. 

I should be move on on whatever I'm doing. The crush thingy is a small matter and it's fiction. Not reality. Unless someone, someone to make a move to be friends. 

Just so happen I scroll in twitter 


Haiz... Peace out (Y)

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