OMG!! I think i cannot take it!!!

I'm taking piano exam this year again. And I'm suck!! I'm slow, lazy to practices, the pieces is hard. And is grade 5... these is the songs that i'm suppose to play for exam!!

and i see this video, then i realise i'm so so so slow!!!i don't wan to take exam!!!

P.S. these video is not me.

my 1st piece. tittle:Vivace Assai

very fast and good right??

me 2nd piece. Title: Von fremden Ländern und Menschen

the fingers so thin!!

my 3rd piece. Tittle:Staccato Beans

Omg!! they are so good!! And i'm so far back behide!!!